Sometimes I feel as if I were Nikita of the Students' Council. But only for a blink of an eye (I beg pardon for such comparison..)

Met Fanniya on my way to the students dormitory. Had a chat for a while about goals for the following year. I listened extremely carefully while she was talking and there is one thing I have concluded after the chat - she is the one I have to learn from. There are so various miscellaneous traits I want to inherit from her!
And what is more - I have finally spotted the maximalist in me. My solutions for the problems weren't senseless - they were unreachable. So it means that in a year I have to learn how to promote global changes by tiny steps. So that they form a beautiful line without any sudden turns and rounds.

Many people rely on the decisions ISA and Chairman's assistant makes. So it's better to be slow, although consistent and persistent.

Every now and then I imagine how it would have been if I refused from applying for the studies. It would be as self-slaughter if honestly. No progress at all. A year spent in shoes of a waitress which mostly is not even perceved as a person - just a stuff member, hands with a plate. No more.
Of course I exaggerate. But the conclusion is pretty obvious - to be here, in uni, is the best choice I could have made.

Another extra long day. Sometimes it seems that I don't even recognize when a day ends and when the next one starts. I fall asleep contemplating on life so absorbedly every night!
Tomorrow I am having a final test on cytology and then..oh!...I am totally into dreaming and preconceiving the holidays. Every single day is fully stuffed with meetings and preparations - the best feeling of all is to have this notion of being busy. I love the way my life goes.

While thinking about writing I often recall an interview with a literature tutor/legendary writer from Spain, who once asked his students to describe the way they have lunch.
At first there were no more than 3 or 4 sentences from each. But then the narratives grew larger and larger forming fantastic and unbelievable stories.
This situation is pretty enchanting and inspiring for me. There is always space for growth and creativity. I am glad I am given so many opportunities at the moment. 3 upcoming projects at least!

There is going to be a huge pile of work but I am up to do it. The following year is going to be marvelous and challenging, which is vitally important.

And, yeah, by the way, I am having a date with Didzis in a couple of days. We will try one more time. I hope we will succeed this time.