19 December
It seems that the older I am the more akin to my father I become
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This has been ultra long day - entirely on my feet. Approximately 8-9 hours of walking around. All feet in hideous blisters.

The summary of the day - sometimes it is not meant to be with someone. He/she can be kind, nice and attractive as hell, but if there is something wrong with your mental connection, this relationships are unsustainable.

While walking away from the entrance of the Academy of Art I suddenly noticed the sculpture (which is always there), but it wasn't the sculpture as the whole subject that attracted my attention - it was her bottom. Isn't it ironic and symbolic that the first thing an artist sees is musculus gluteus maximus of a copy of the most ancient peace of art found on Earth?
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''START WITH SMALL PORTIONS BEFORE MOVING ON TO SOMETHING GLOBAL''

By the way, yes, I am egocentric.
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One day I will understand whether Reinis was meant to be my mental teacher or not, and even if there is absolutely no connection with fate, I am glad he is a part of my weekly routine.

I know there will be a day we will consider each other as allies and faithful friends.
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Everything is a product of consumption - speeches are too.
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A field with myriads of massacred dogs scattered all around it.
Taking shower in the public place full of horny men.
Having shady dialogues with even more shady characters of my dreams.

Sometimes it does seem that during the night my brain endeavours to relieve itself from all the mess I accumulate during a certain period of time. What is more, it is possible to see some parallels with real life events.
Massacred animals - meat at markets and outcries because of the violent treatment towards animals in the zoo.
Taking shower - yesterday I saw the showers in the second building of Student Dormitory (felt jealous)
Horny man = horny me
Shady dialogues = well, this is inevitable

So, as you see, every single dream is a framework for a long and unnecessary analysis.
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I have just had a marvelous chat with Zane. Hopefully we will get back to that a bit later.

And I love Guntis. He is my precious friend.
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