Have met Jana today. Have been talking for approximately 3 hours merely in English with a tiny interference of Latvian while sitting in the restaurant. I feel jealous of her being in the international environment, but in a good way. Her experience motivates to start looking for foreign friends in the university and finally get myself out of the box of tranquility and social remoteness. Now is the very time to start working for my reputation and future. I understand that my aspiration is mostly charged by a strong sense of maximalism and huge ambitions which, in my opinion, may be considered as a pretty benign/ harmless trait and source of energy.